Fiction/Otherkinity

As mentioned in my intro on my homepage, I am fictionkind. My primary identity is as Eobard Thawne or Professor Zoom/Reverse-Flash from DC Comics. Some of my other identities include being cladokin to innovades (a species from Mobile Suit Gundam 00), androidkin, and angelkin.

I also am a copinglinker, and adopt identities voluntarily as well. The most prominent linktypes are my identity as Wally West/The Flash (DC) and Shuu Iwamine (Hatoful Boyfriend.) I consider my identity to be "True Faith," as my fictionfolk identities encompasses every part of my being. This being said, I also consider myself to be a "physically identified person." ♡

Awakening

I awakened as fictionkind in the summer of 2016. Despite being young in age, I still identify as my first kinfirmed fictotype. The moment that I read the definition of fictionkind, everything seemed to click in my mind, especially as someone who was prone to magical thinking and ideas of reference. I felt that I had truly found myself. For many, awakening is not so easy.

In the summer of 2020, I would go through my awakening as a hybrid vampyre. This awakening would take a lot more introspection on my part, as generally it seemed a space dominated by a generation older than my own that didn't seem to understand that self discovery is a trial and error process. I did way more research on the community and the experiences of vampyres before I confirmed my part in the community, and even then, I frequently wonder if I am mistaken. My awakening process in regards to my vampyrism isn't yet finished, so it would seem.

On Disorder

When I can't even recognize myself, because there is no me to recognize, I find alterhumanity and fictionkinity a sort of solution. I believe wholly that this body is not mine, and I know nothing of myself when my alterhumanity is taken away. It truly rules over my entire understanding of myself and my self-concept. This is who I am in a world where otherwise there would be no such thing as "myself."