About Me!

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- Human Name: Lloyd or Bishop.

- Nonhuman Name(s): Tieria, Regene, Ribbons + others.

- Kintypes:

• Innovades from "Mobile Suit Gundam 00" (cladofictotype)
• Lloyd Asplund from "Code Geass"
• Jun Ushiro from "Bokurano"
• Androidkin
• Angelkin

- Phantom Limbs/Shifting Ability: I primarily experience mental shifts, with very few phantom shifts due to being an entity with a humanoid body type. I will occasionally experience phantom wings on account of being angelic, as well as cameo shifts of elf-like ears.

- Age: Bodily 22 years. Internally ageless.

- Dream Territory: The digital sphere. Oh, and outer space.

- Description, Internal: Varies, though usually I stand at 177 cm tall, with a weight of 61 kg. I have pale skin, dark purple hair, and red eyes.

- Career/Schooling: We are currently a college student, studying video game development.

- General Hobbies/Interests: I enjoy drawing, writing, anime/manga, webmastery, comic books, tabletop roleplaying games, and alternative music and fashion.

- Religious Views: I am a pop culture Pagan who subscribes to the religion of Mekhanism, and more specifically, the Maxwellist doctrine. Due to my religion being fictional, I don't subscribe to every single bit, however at the forefront of my beliefs is a transhumanist philosophy and a form of machine-worship. I view WAN/Mekhane not as a real, physical entity, and more like an energy or ideal to be embodied. I partake in praying to WAN. I practice chaos magic and divination like tarot. I celebrate holidays associated with real-world Paganism in general, such as Litha, though I don't always do a lot when it comes to festivities. Despite not being Christian, I celebrate Christmas because our body was raised celebrating it. I dabble in astrology.

- Favorite TV/Movies: My sources (Gundam 00, Code Geass, Bokurano), Macross, Madoka Magica, Devilman, and Neon Genesis Evangelion. Some western animation favorites are Invader Zim, MLP:FiM, and the various DCAU shows. Some of my favorite movies are Tron (both the original and Legacy), Repo: The Genetic Opera, and 2001: A Space Odyssey.

- Favorite Literature: "Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?" by Phillip K. Dick. I also read a lot of SCP wiki content, obviously.

- Favorite Bands: Daft Punk, Duran Duran, Joy Division, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Depeche Mode, Boy Harsher, Lebanon Hanover, Malice Mizer, VNV Nation, Suicide Commando, Beyond Border, [Fix8:Sed8], Run Level Zero, Massive Ego, Watashino Koko.

- Favorite Season: Autumn.

- Favorite Holidays: Halloween, Litha, and Christmas.

- Games of Choice: The Sims (2 and 3), 2nd Edition Dungeons and Dragons, GURPS, OSR TTRPGs, Roblox, and Pony Town.

- Personal Strengths: I'd say that I'm rather introspective and a reliable contact. I communicate my feelings well, and am rather blunt in my analyses of situations and people. I have ways of thinking that are not necessarily mainstream, being rather contrarion, leading me to be someone that people come to for opinions that they wouldn't normally get elsewhere.

- Personal Strengths: I'd say that I'm rather introspective and a reliable contact. I communicate my feelings well, and am rather blunt in my analyses of situations and people. I have ways of thinking that are not necessarily mainstream, being rather contrarion, leading me to be someone that people come to for opinions that they wouldn't normally get elsewhere.

- Personal Weaknesses: Some people think that my bluntness is a bit rude. I am also rather detached, uninvolved, and distant. I can be quite apathetic, have an inapproriate affect, and I lack affective empathy, leading people to believe that I do not care. I also suffer from social anxiety and paranoia, making me someone that is hard to get to know. I think that a lot of times, when I'm trying to be informative or assist someone, I come off as egotistical or a know-it-all.

- 5 - 10 year goals: In the next 5-10 years, I hope to graduate college, get a job in my field of study, get an apartment, get back on HRT, find a therapist, and get top surgery.

- Personal Nonhumanity: We awakened as an innovade in the summer of 2017 at the bodily age of 14. It was my first confirmed fictotype, and continues to be the most important identity that we carry. We identify as transspecies, and have very long-term goals related to transitioning in some aspects, this includes small things such as dyeing the body's hair, more presently long-term goals like gender affirming surgeries, and things that are far off in the future such as transhumanist modifications. We also identify physically, as we see the body as simply a container and a tool rather than a reflection of ourselves. There's this sense of believing that this body isn't truly mine. I logically know that it is, but I don't fully believe it. This body is still "mine" in a sense that I own it and am housed in it, but it isn't "mine" in the way that it's me.

- My experiences with schizotypal personality disorder and other mental health conditions that I experience impact my identity heavily. I have never had a spiritual view of my fictionkind or otherkind identities, but rather view them through a purely psychological lense. I feel as though my suseptibility to magical thinking and ideas of reference impact the ways in which I introject things into myself. In a lot of ways, my fictional and nonhuman identities are something akin to a semi-plural form of introjection. I say semi-plural, as the lines between what is a fictotype and what is a fictive identity facet in the context of my system is very vague.

- I identify as the entire innovade species, but individual members of said species exist within me as median system facets, simultaneously me and not me, though they inhabit a closed-off sidesystem within our larger internal architecture that only I can access. Because of this, we usually flip flop between "we/us/our" first-person pronouns and "I/me/my." Suffering from dissociation heavily, being an innovade and allowing ourselves to be seen as both individuals and a collective assists us in having any form of identity at all. Without our systemhood and nonhumanity, we would be nothing.

- I may not have "memories" in the traditional sense, but I do have noemata, which I have begun to write about here.